WHAT AM I DOING?

Today just plain sucked! Actually, nothing especially bad happened. In fact, nothing happened at all! It was just a day like any other day, but I realized that's exactly the problem. My days are all becoming the same. I left California and started this adventure to escape that shit. Yes, I'm a little pissed. Did I make a mistake in coming here? Well, that's another story in itself.

I am now sitting in a bar, here called a Hof for some reason, drinking Honey Brown Ale, a distant memory from my time in Las Vegas, thinking of how to fix my current situation. Something needs to change. At the same time, I also know it would be unwise to make any sudden and radical decisions. Still, the cold here is killing me. I've had enough of it. It was starting to get warm last week, then this rain came and now it's freaking below zero! I am really missing the Philippines weather. I might have to go to the Middle East to compensate.

The reality is I don't know what I'm going to do yet. I only know it's time for a change. That doesn't necessarily mean leaving Korea, but I need to do something and soon before I die of boredom. I'm going to get back to my drinking now. It's 10:30 PM here and I'm sure Jerry will be looking for me soon. I'll finish up and head home... and make a new plan.